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Otherwise Kill Me allows the reader through a door, into the mind of a violent schizophrenic. Francis Page is a London club doorman, who's reaching the end of his shelf-life in the bouncing game. He resorts to smuggling drugs to make some big money, but he gets caught and sent to prison, where his violence is treated with neuroleptic tranquilizers. He kills a guard and is transferred to a secure phychiatric hospital, from where he escapes. Francis finds out that, while he was locked up, his teenage daughter has become a heroin addict and he goes on a revenge rampage, killing everyone he feels is responsible. He is spoken to by many 'voices' who tell him many contradicting things. He can't make sense of it all and eventually kills himself. The novel paints a surreal picture, full of strange landscapes which are alien to most individuals, but which are a very real part of the human condition.
Otherwise Kill Me is available from Amazon, Waterstones, WHSmith, Borders and most other on-line booksellers - or from the publisher www.wildwolfpublishing.com - links on my website - http://www.johnfmcdonald.co.uk